Have you ever wondered what heaven
is like? It comes up sometimes when
people are in trouble; have serious illnesses or some kind of great trauma, or
when someone whom we love has died. We
think about heaven and wonder about it.
It isn’t a question that has much of an answer. We can only really speculate.
The disciples didn’t know much about
it either. In the 14th
chapter of John’s gospel is the passage that is frequently read at
funerals. Jesus begins it with set your troubled hearts at rest, then
he says believe in God, believe also in
me. He goes on to tell them that he goes to prepare a place for them so
that where he is, they will be also and the way there is known to them. Thomas, the disciple who was always ready to
question, says we do not know where you
are going, so how can we know the way? Thomas was like all of us. He had no idea of what heaven was all about.
C.S. Lewis wrote an excellent book
called The Great Divorce, in which he
tried to contrast heaven and hell so that we could all understand it Hell,
for Lewis was a large city in which it rained constantly; people walked around
not really noticing each other and where no one ever even smiled. There was a bus that loaded frequently and
took everyone on it to heaven; which was a place, lighted brilliantly and full
of people who worked together, cared for each other and seemed to have a good
time.
These bus trips to heaven were
described beautifully and were full of stories about the people on board the
bus and how they reacted. There were
frequently people who got off the bus, saw someone whom they thought ought not
to be in heaven and got back on the bus to go back to the rainy city. Judgement was the issue of the day for a lot
of the bus riders.
I don’t know if Lewis knew a lot
about how our afterlife is constructed.
He certainly wrote with wisdom and knew how to describe what most people
on this planet think about what we will experience when we meet our God after
our lives are over. I loved what he said
about it all, and I hope that he was somewhat accurate in his description.
I think that Jesus was trying to
help us all to understand what he meant when he was talking about the Kingdom
of Heaven. In Matthew’s gospel, Jesus is
describing heaven for his listeners in a series of parables. Most of these describe a great treasure that
surprises the finder and lets us all know the value of being in the place where
God resides. He talks about heaven being
like a mustard seed that is the smallest of seeds, but after it is planted, it
grows into a magnificent bush; large enough for the birds to come and find a
place to nest in its branches. He also
talks of heaven as if it is leaven that is mixed in with three measures of
flour until it is all leavened. Those
are rather subtle descriptions of heaven.
It is described as something that more or less sneaks up on you. That certainly fits with the way that most of
us experience heaven while we are still living.
We only speculate at what it must be like.
His other parables are a bit
different. They speak of people who find
treasures; one a treasure hidden in a field and another a pearl of great price,
both of which cause the finder to sell all that he has to make certain that he
can hold on to this treasure. I think
that is a beautiful way to describe the kingdom of heaven. I once was with a woman in the last moments
of her life in a hospital bed, who almost with her last breath said all of a
sudden: it is so beautiful! just
before she died. That told me a lot about heaven. It is a place of infinite beauty that we can
all look forward to experiencing.
Jesus final parable describing the kingdom of
heaven is to say that it is like a net thrown into the sea that caught fish of
every kind. The net was dragged out of
the sea and the fish were separated into the good and the bad. They put the good into baskets and threw out
the bad. He said that this is how it
would be at the end of time; that angels would come and separate the evil from
the good and that there would be considerable gnashing of teeth.
That doesn’t make me feel
particularly good. I know that there are
things inside myself that I am not really very proud of. things that I wouldn’t
want to show to God ever. But what I hear in this parable is an echo of what scripture
means when it speaks of the refiner’s fire that cleanses all of us in the
presence of God, so that we appear finally before our God in the perfect state
in which he created us. I remember that
great passage from Isaiah that describes the prophet being caught up and thrust
into the presence of God. He thinks of
himself as not being worthy. An angel
comes and touches his lips with a burning coal that seems to make him worthy. He then responds to God’s instructions to him
to go and to prophesy and to tell the world what he has seen. That is what the angels do in this final
reckoning. They receive us all and cast
out those things that shame us and help us to go forward as people who know the
goodness that we were at our creation.
That, for me is what heaven is all about.