I hate the Old Testament
lesson from Genesis where God tells Abraham to take his son Isaac and offer him
as a burnt offering. It is really worse
than that, God tells Abraham to take Isaac, the
son whom you love, to the mountain in the land of Moriah and to offer him
there. Abraham obeys, takes Isaac,
gathers up wood for the fire and they trudge on their way. When they get to the spot, Abraham builds an
altar, lays the wood on it, binds Isaac and puts him on top of the wood. He then takes his knife and prepares to kill his
son. It is only then that God stops
Abraham and shows him a ram caught in a thicket, which becomes the burnt
offering. God says to Abraham, do not do anything to the boy, or lay a hand
on him, for now I know that you fear God because you have not withheld your
only son from Him. This story would be horrible except for the story of the
crucifixion of Jesus on the hill outside Jerusalem at the end of his ministry,
when God did not withhold his only son from the sacrifice that brought all of
us eternal life.
But remember the result of the
crucifixion. God indeed watched as Jesus
died on the cross, but that wasn’t the end of the story. That happened three days later with the empty
tomb and the Resurrection. That
certainly wasn’t seen at the time by his apostles or by the women who had
watched their Lord die. But the
Resurrection is a message for us that even though death is a certainty for all
of us; eternal life is the great gift that God has for us. Life out of death is a magnificent gift. It is the one thing that we can rely on even
in the face of tragedy. If it doesn’t
always resonate with us it is because we focus on our grief and not on God’s possibility.
I remember one woman who with her dying breath
looked at me and said “I have never seen anything so beautiful.” I have no idea what she saw in that moment, but
it is enough for me.
I’ve spent a considerable amount of time in my ministry
with people who were dying. I’ve gotten
used to the things that are said to them and their survivors: “God never gives us more than we can handle”;
“Everything is going to be OK”, are some of them and they are generally said by
good people who are trying to help. The
problem is that God doesn’t give us more than we can handle, life does. Sometimes events become so terrible that we
can hardly imagine the pain. I believe
that one of the reasons for Jesus’ crucifixion is so that we can all know that
God is in the most excruciating pain that life offers with all of us, all of the time. There is nothing that we can go through that
will exclude the presence of God with us.
That isn’t always easy to see.
Sometimes it is only seen in retrospect, when times have gotten better
and we are able to look back. Sometimes
it is not seen at all and we are horrified by the seeming absence of God in the
middle of our pain. That doesn’t mean
that God isn’t there; it only means that we can’t always see it. Can you imagine the occupants of the World
Trade Center after the planes crashed into the buildings trying to understand
how God is present in that ghastly event?
People jumping from the heights of the building to their deaths
wondering where God was and why God’s help was being withheld from them. No wonder our faith suffers sometimes. When terror strikes, it seems to have the
upper hand. We seem to be without
resource.